POSTED ON: 3/22/2007 12:24:00 AM | 0 comments
back to top.i tink i jus got slapped quite badly over e fone.i blewed up last chance. when i only wan sae out wad i feel.?
and den i rec a sms.
i tot my di will trust me. i realli do tink so., fer once.
i dun spell love as luv.
i spell girl as ger.
Many a times i dun use euu.
i nv use ain't.
i tot ppl will b here fer me.
i tot.
once again, these r jus "i tot".
POSTED ON: 3/21/2007 12:18:00 AM | 0 comments
back to top.omg, renfu kissed tt ger!!arghh. why m i not involved in tt show la.!
SADS!
i can go film fer free de you noe?!
jus to get in contact wif him! lala.
aniwae. i shld be in bed alr. but sighs.
i cnt do anything to help.
went to tk pay jusnw.
ok tis time i can see his effort le.!
thankyou!!!
POSTED ON: 3/20/2007 01:04:00 AM | 0 comments
back to top.bad cramps.!!!kill mi.
listenin to MISS JOANNE TAN story.. actually, i dun quite understand??.
those ppl seem quite aliens to me.
DUN WORRY MY MOUTH IS ZIPPED!!!.
werkin at swiss sucks. ended so early again.
=) but i like to werk wif my squid.
aniwae thanks yizhen n cheryl fer findin job fer me xp.
badcramps!! badcramps!! arghhx..
sucks!
POSTED ON: 3/18/2007 02:02:00 AM | 0 comments
back to top.i jus feel like cryin.sae i'm weak. i admit.
i dunno how to express out my feel.n tots.
it's tough.
i'm .. not gd at expressin/explainin anithing.
some things are so hard to be bottled up, yets even harder to be sae out.
AND sum things are better to be left unknown.
sighs.
POSTED ON: 3/17/2007 03:37:00 PM | 0 comments
back to top.hmmm. she wanted mi to hand over e passport tmr ..flyin off on nxt month 11th.DIE!!.
den every1 in e hse will noe i sneaked off to JB fer 3 times w/o ani permission.
1 time is alr bad enough. imagine 3!
discardin awae some of my clothes now.
i found a red jacket! cool.
POSTED ON: 3/17/2007 04:13:00 AM | 0 comments
back to top.
likes e lighting of dere.
imagine my haircolour is so damn bright . o0oo...
mayb i will die happily. or mayb nort.
craps.
i cnt get to slp. bcos i cnt get e sickenin feel out of myself.
POSTED ON: 3/17/2007 03:16:00 AM | 0 comments
back to top.=( wire snapped. dentist gonna scream at mi again nxt fri.she nv fails to ask mi EAT GENTLY whenever i return bck lah.
She instructed me not to bite hard food. :x
i dunno wad to blog.
dunno how to put into words abt e nite.
random tots flow in.
goodnites!
POSTED ON: 3/16/2007 12:51:00 PM | 0 comments
back to top.late in e nite, whr everythin came crashin down,whr no shoulder is arnd, whr negative tots flow into ur mind
whr nth seems to make u better, u'll jus feel like endin ur life...
i wish i noe how to console u. bcos we r in e same boat, i dunno how to make
u feel better. =( . but i realli do hope tt things will turn out rite fer u..
we gotta be strong., ha, it's easier to be sae den done.
POSTED ON: 3/15/2007 09:43:00 PM | 0 comments
back to top.went out wif san jusnw..lala, we had fun. =D
playin DS at longjohn, laughin here n there.
searchin fer her shoes. haha, in e end i bought too. :x
i saw one more at MONDO!!.. :x
i still wan buy slippers :x
** SHAKE HEAD.**
it doesn't matter animore si shui bian le.
POSTED ON: 3/14/2007 01:08:00 PM | 0 comments
back to top.ytd went e ignite thingy wif sis, him n his cousin,frens.yeppy, finally i can see my sis =D
todae woke up early, gg bck sch to find benny chin wif yt regardin the CCNA reg thingy.
we were late. he was nowhr in sight.
cldn't get his contact no.
yt came over to tk my sims. on e wae to ep, benny chin called.FINALLY.
we used my com to check results. we tot results haven out, so dunhab e xin li zun bei
at all. we stood froze for a while b4 we know how to react. hahax. yt bcum quite excited and asked mi log in to check her.. yay, we passed all..
we are happy =D .. yt, nxt time got exam, cum here check , den we can pass all again. xp
thanks god fer answering my prayers.. =)
sent her to e bus stop.
sms ed my aunt to ask her abt e trip and shun bian tell her my results.
she called bck. so funny la her, i asked why e tix so ex, not fly by budget air meh.
she asked mi to wait long long. i still tot got which line is worse den budgetair sia. she said they tking singapore air. budget de food not nice. zzzz..
POSTED ON: 3/13/2007 02:45:00 PM | 0 comments
back to top.xuete! these 2 daes werkin at 6am. den 10am kana send bck alr costhey dun nid us. i wake up so bloody early den werked like 4hrs only!
ANd it's like i 2 plus den managed to slp. 4plus gotta up and prepare alr.
both daes were so super duper slack. Doing breakfast buffet.
i was assigned 2 tables only. AND was wae at e back.
so .. no ppl actually will walk to my tables fer breakfast =D
basically, i jus walk arnd n find ppl tok..
those indians always waited till last half an hr or wad den walked in to eat,
-.- .. only like 2 or 3 persons sittin at my assigned table.
so slack!
Vasu asked how come everyone's tables got ppl except fer my 2 tables.
so funny, is he assigned e tables to me de ma.
Albert kept askin mi to do smth abt my hairs.
xuete! i dunwan to spray la. SIAN.
aft werk, went down to play DS wif ak.
ppl were kpo ing. i was surprised tt those guys dunno wad is DS.
HT dun even know how to off the DS! he's such a ben dan! :x
went Central wif ak ytd aft werk. haha i tot i'm so mountain turtle, dunno abt this new shoppin mall. but who knows when i asked ak wan go not, she gave mi a blur face.
aft tt i told him i gg Central, he tot i mean town or smth. xp
lala, i'm not so outdated after all.
asked him abt my class chalet thingy , ended up war-ing.
fri asked him abt sis's church thingy oso ended up war-ing.
it's always turned out e wrong wae. wadever.
todae - went to IT mall. ak got a job interview.
e interview lasted fer 1 hr!! so damn long can?!
e boss so long winded !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tmr gg bck sch at 10 wif yt!
sian diao, there goes my slp. AGAIN.
POSTED ON: 3/11/2007 01:05:00 PM | 0 comments
back to top.smth wrong wif my com. aww i wanted a new one. :xYTD went bck IT fair (wif his aunt n uncle), he wanted to get the $2600 laptop..
bcos he wanted to use it fer gaming. zzzz..
(sian, i duneven hab laptop , fer SCH USE)
staffs there recommended e desktop if it's only fer the purpose of playing games.
so he got the desktop instead. cheaper.
phews.
i'm sry if my unhappiness fer e whole dae caused u wif sianness too.
i'm jus jealous ing.
ahh, wadever.
POSTED ON: 3/09/2007 03:53:00 AM | 0 comments
back to top.went IT fair in e afternoon.saw sherman, and he told me xy n yt at e front there.
but i cnt find dem =(.. so a went to buy his 320GB hard drive.
went MS cos i wanted to eat Carl's.
stopped at longjohn . i wanted to try their new product- the seadfood wadever.
sai lah, i shld've go to carl's.
fish called and said they r under lenovo.
asked a is at whr. his replied was " we walked there jusnw. the one i said no brand one" :x
headed bck to find dem =D.
he bombed wif dem alot qns. core2duo. graphic card all tt.
didn't wad is core2 n all tt, so alien to me.
i only noe ... SONY VAIO is so cool. esp the white ! =D
zzzz. sherman said i ytd went IT FAIR only, todae e 3 of dem nv werk lia0.
weii, not my fault. =(
POSTED ON: 3/08/2007 01:03:00 AM | 0 comments
back to top.i feel like killin tt ONE! ah suan le.D AFTERNOON.
NITE-
went fer his dinner my supper at 201 at 10plus.
saw JB on e bus bck hm. acc him to cheers/7-11 and he walked mi hm.
kept askin whether i wan eat or drink anything nt.. recommended me the APPLECHIPS.
i took the green one, his-red.
1st time c ppl so enthu to treat mi smth!
he sounded like the lady at hm. kept niam ing me on our wae hm.
he sae/tinks tt my mother likes him alot. zzz -.-..
and wants him to chase aft mi. HAHA, so c-r-a-p.
.... .................. ....
he's got such a puerile sense of humour.
we talked abt:
his trip to tw -.. so farnie, he said he was given 1 hr to shop at e nite market.
BUT he went to queue fer the chicken cutlet , tis took him 1 hr...
my sister - he said he keeps seeing her recently.
and said she is prettier. i started to turn mad, so he changed to i'm more pretty., ge you ge de mei blah blah overall i'm prettier blah blah...... zzzz
CRAPS la.
fei lun hai.. - wu zun! so shuai
....... .. . ......
yawns. i'm slpy alr.
POSTED ON: 3/07/2007 02:54:00 AM | 0 comments
back to top.was on fone wif AK fm 12plus till now. (decided to pon werk tmr. i nid $$ badly!! but jus.. no feel to werk.)3 hrs plus, wa seh, i talked till hungry + thirsty.
wondering how cum we can tok so long?! oh wells, random topics.
OH! she sms ed mi . haha, so LES..
told her jusnow if nth regarding abt werk, i will take 2 processing daes to reply bck. :x
then we started tokin abt JUs follow law.
ok let's get bck to our main topic- relationships.. sighx. she is so sticky to bf. i'm the opp fm her , i tink.
AND guys ! THEY dunno wad is APPRECIATION.
A-P-P-R-E-C-I-A-T-I-O-N. dict obviously doesn't help in tis case.
it's a bad bad dae todae.
another asked me go hm and b a princess n wait fer my
bai ma wang zi to come ci hou mi.
i still hab alot to go,, but on second thought, better not.
tt's all fer e nite! goodnite!
THE world had bcum a BETTER world., my frens STARTED gettin so hardwerking.
CRAZY!
POSTED ON: 3/05/2007 12:36:00 AM | 0 comments
back to top.i'm not tt impt animore.
i dun get the appreciation i want.,
instead, selfish seems so li sou dang ran fer u to use on mi mre n mre often.
y do other guys care much more. this sucks actually.
Went to ahma's hse ( dinner!! =D)at nite aft sendin him to werk.
ahyi came bck early! she bought yu shen.. zzz, yucks i realli like.
She told mi ah gong was angry wif ahma fer..erm we-dunno-wad-reasons. :x
he was pulling on a long face and everyone was gettin hell fm him.
i was like HUH, whr got. He still talked to me and helped mi wash my plates!
She said he dunwan come out to eat the yu sheng(**what's so nice abt yu sheng man!)., so i went in the room n ask him out.
=D haha, he listened to me. =D
POSTED ON: 3/04/2007 03:23:00 AM | 0 comments
back to top.left mi alone in e dark at 1amplus. i walked hm my own.
ya, it's all my fault again.
said i'm self-centred. i did try to care, at least.
oh wells, when will sum1 care abt me..
#
POSTED ON: 3/03/2007 06:20:00 PM | 0 comments
back to top.FUCK!!i should hab jus go out jusnw.
i tink she realli nth better to shit ,
digged out last time thingy to kp somemore.
1stly, he came tp to find me got any bloody link to do wif u?!
AND tt's quite some times ago liao ok.
2ndly, u used the words i bring him go tp XUAN YAO is so fuckin wrong man!
3rdly, which i dun understand totally, WHY TT IDIOT mus REPORT to his MUM
tt i bring bf to TP??! (tt idiot is not even my fren. !)
and WHY mus his mum go REPORT to you..?
since all of you are so free, PLS, find some shit to do, anything! jus.. STOP ,any topics abt mi.
i dunwanna be in their ''popular'' list.
THANKYOU! BYEBYE
i dun even hab freedom in TP. screw you..
and if u've realise, i seldom step into EP ntuc,
most of those faces i'm not familiar wif will lo0k n smile at me.,
which most of e times i dunno how to react.
IN E END leh? they will go complain to u i'm DAO,
no manners, dunno how to cor AUNTY. ,blah blah blah.
my fault again los..
only YY is then ur angel daughter wad.
i'm quite well-known fer d rebellious defiant one among OUR relatives.
whereas ur YY is so GUAI, so angel !
# why isit my entirely fault tt i've bcum like tt when it's you ppl who spoiled me.
if you all nv gib in to me when i'm throwing tantrum , i strongly believe i won't
become so bloody self-centred now. =(
she is kp ing abt religion again
out of e sudden, i miss nite cycling.
finally i hab e chance of chu guo!
but.. i dun feel like alr.
it's kinda funny. i've been waiting since pri sch!
but not animore. waiting fer too long. doesn't interest me animre.
POSTED ON: 3/03/2007 01:34:00 AM | 0 comments
back to top.LAST DAE!!but i got a bad feel, 2 wks ltr., gotta dig out books again. **big big sighs.
suan le.. worry abt tt nxt time :x.. -I really mucked up those exam.
woke up at 9plus. reached sch at 11plus to find dem.
MAIN purpose is to return Fish her lab book.
basket, the 1st thing tt came out fm sherman toh's mouth was tt
e moment i came, the lib bcum like market. !!???
i dun believe the place was peaceful ,..with them quitely studyin b4 i reached !
MOst of the times, we didn't study. too many ppl alr.
(fish,nick, jj,bryan,jx,sherman,kurma,jx,kelvin,desmond goh)
Was waiting fer yt to finish e paper ,(But she wasn't finish yet.) so i dragged till 4plus den out.
yt, i ate 1 packet up jusnow xp ..
da bao-ed KFC to his hse. his hse like jus finished a WAR. so messy., he wen to dig out things fm storeroom.
sian, in e end also is i packed up fer him!!
He wanted go SIMLIM. fm 5plus dragged till 8plus.. busy doin his com thingy ..
niam-ed him till i sian, so on my DS. , n played my princess game, but who knows,
he came snatch fm mi ,and kns, he happily go complete the ''kill boss'' stage fer mi. !
by e time we reached SIMLIM alr close to 930.
all closed., except 3 or 4 still operating.
but thanks god, d shop he wanted is among the 3 or 4! =D
went acarde find silas. n they started their Inital D -ing.
i got addicted somehow too ., i guess? :x :x
tt's all. NITES!
# she asked mi to move out of e hse.
POSTED ON: 3/01/2007 05:45:00 PM | 0 comments
back to top.forced myself up in e so early morning! zzz..rainnin , so damn cosy to blanket myself up to zzz !! sighs.
YES! tmr last paper.. ( sighs, SUP PAPERs)
i didn't have much feel to study.. more into,- zhuan jiao yu dao ai.!!
=) ZHAN!
i dunno how to communicate wif HER as daes passed.
so most of e time, we can whole dae jus pretened each other doesn't exist.
our argument is always the same damn old thing., i wonder why isn't she tired of nagging.
i merely commented tat i dunlike her cooking (in an attituding tone of cos, she pissed mi off1st OK!)
, she said i hurt-ed her . HELLO, wad u've said to mi more DU ER ok!
childish mother.
Dinner-ed at 201.
He bought games!
so walked bck to his hse. played the chess game,
and pick up stick!!
ok now then i know he no childhood, dunno how to play pick up stick! haha. xp
we played bingo too!
nxt time i wanna play aeroplane chess and snake n ladder!
=D
** orange purple red.
